I’ve never got so angry/scared/annoyed/sad in my life that I have physically shaked. After that little shouting match and a couple of hits with my sister, I was physically shaking and my hands couldn’t keep still. Kinda talling me that it’s getting out of hand. I really don’t want to live with my sister any more. She has no respect for anybody these days, even mum who is going through a lot right now. It pisses me off that she insults me no end of times every single fucking day these days.
Anyway, once again I’ve not gone to college and I’m wasting yet another day doing f/a when I should be getting up to speed with business and also because I’m on attendance watch until it gets back up to 90% again. I’m such a screw-up sometimes it is unreal.
I hope and pray to God that I pass my driving test next Thursday. Then I can get my insurance sorted and won’t have to rely on the packed buses every morning. And I’ll be able to drive somewhere as far away from my sister as possible when she starts kicking off again.
I just cannot wait for my life to beginnnnn starting with my 18th in 30 days time, FUCK YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Just went on a massive ebay shopping spree. £40 can go a longggg way!
I wish I could just call you and you’d be able to cheer me up but I know I can’t :(
It literally feels like my mum has got a new boyfriend and her kids are now second best again and she couldn’t give a crap about I feel spending the whole freaking day and night alone even though I hate being alone at night more than anything. She can go fuck herself and Joe and don’t bother coming back the selfish cow
I miss you so much it hurts.
Having such a downer day today. I wanted to go to Telford and go shopping and just have fun but the buses were cancelled because of this weather so I’m stuck at home. Normally I wouldn’t mind, but everybody has been going outside and having fun in the snow and I’m stuck inside feeling so terrible eating chocolate and then feeling even more terrible when I realise what I’ve done. I just want somebody to talk to and hang out with, but everyone’s out and Si can’t get here :(
I just hate being alone, having constant reminders of everything racing through my mind with no comfort blanket to reassure me. This fucking sucks.
Wish I could draw in cursive then my tattoo design would really look bosssss
“I Think I Am In Friend-Love With You” written by and illustrated by Yumi Sakugawa, published in Sadie Magazine, 2012.
actually crying. this is the sweetest thing i have seen in a while.
Can I be 18 already please
I want to do stufffffffff
omg i might just cry aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw
Caesar salad is literally my fave